Not everything moves to disorder. Not me. I'm finely tuned. Scheduled. Sanitized. You can go ahead and turn into a big puddle of jello. I'll be here in front of the mirror counting out tricep pulldowns.
I feel insecure that my partner still has photos of him and his ex on his computer. Yah I know he chose me, yah I know he's with me now, and that was then and they're there for memories.. But it bothers me, so should I say something? Is it bad for me to ask him to consider deleting them? We're not married but is it weird for married people keep photos of their exes around for memories??
I'm in my thirties and driving still gives me anxiety. I hate it so much. I made an error in judgement and timing when I made left turn today when someone was coming straight at me. Sorry... I don't know what I was thinking and I'm beating myself up about it. I'd say overall I'm a safe driver, but I'll get anxious and it will throw me off. I get frustrated because it's a life skill that comes easy for almost everyone one.. Why is it so difficult for me? Sigh.
It freaks me out when I see folks with their second toes longer than their big toes. I don't know why, but sometimes it makes me dry-heave.
My mind hates you. My heart loves you.
I am not sorry for being brave.
I am not sorry for speaking out for myself.
I am not sorry that I told the truth.
I am sorry that I ever let you into my life.
I set an important personal goal for myself this year, to practice setting boundaries. After enduring years of abuse from some people in my life who simply ignored what I said and treated me very disrespectfully anyway, something in me had just finally had enough. It’s been really hard because In doing it I had to end a relationship with someone who I loved very much, and distance myself from some family members and friends. It’s been very lonely. On the upside, I’ve started to feel more peace inside me instead of the feeling of seething resentment, and I’ve begun to deal with the original trauma(s) that resulted in me not understanding how important setting boundaries and sticking to them really is to our self esteem. Still a long way to go, but it’s taken my whole life to get to this place and I know that total change is not going to happen overnight, and there will be times where I weaken and want to bring back the person who hurt me the most, but I know that it’s really me that I have to please now, since I’m the only one who is responsible for my own happiness.
In my dreams I craft a world where you are tortured all day every day. You are left. Alone. With nothing and no one. You phone but they do not answer. You text but they do not answer. You beg and plead for their attention but no one, nobody gives a shit about You.
Will be the end of everything. And the folks creating it, selling it, pushing it are the ones who will profit off of the backs of the poor plugged in masses. They are sucking the life out of everything for another penny in their pockets. Gross! These are the folks that can't function in real life situations so they are creating a world where no one has to participate in actual human interaction any longer.
Gross, soulless people.
I am a good person and I deserve love in my life. Its hard dating in the city. Most men are only after one thing and once they get it they disappear. My friends and I are all beautiful, intelligent, hard working, and accomplished people yet we're all single.
I will not settle for anyone who doesn't light my soul on fire.
I'm so sick of hearing "super" and "right now".People can't speak these days without using those words.
I’ve been on a serious dry spell...like months...I did not give a single fuck about getting off or getting anyone else off.
Well..I guess the dam broke the other day because I have been listening to redditGWA since Sunday afternoon and fuxking myself in the most inopportune moments... like every single one. Driving. At work while writing reports. Getting up in the middle of the night to go get off because I can’t sleep. Right now as I’m writing. It is getting a little intense. Right now. Like...now.
Meta exhibitionism..writing about getting off in public, while getting off in public..to the sounds of people getting off in public..I mean does it ever end? I hope not..
I'm the one who told on him because the rest of y'all are too paralyzed by fear and apathy after so many years of abuse. Plus something about "family". I'm the reason the vet asks you so many questions during each visit. But when you asked me why of course I attributed his behavior to "professional intuition". Dear Dr. Vet:. thank you for protecting me by ignoring me during the entire visit.
Landlords listen up! Are you aware that tenants with children actually cause 3.75 times more damage on average than pets? Are you also aware you are violating the human rights code to not rent to me and my non human companion? I depend on them to function in life and you are doing yourself a selfish deed by slamming the door in my face when I'm in dire need of a safe place to live.
Stop this "no pets allowed" bullshit. I've seen little snotty faced brats do far worse damage than any pet as big as a horse.
...videos. I am dealing with an illness and I’m frequently unable to eat. Since it started I’ve become obsessed with watching those little videos where they make a food dish, or I watch cooking shows. It’s comforting somehow.