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Enough with “bonus points” already

I get tired of reading profiles of dating sites where people try to manipulate you with “bonus points.” Since when did online dating turn into a fucking game show? I have a much better idea. If you want to date me so much, then how about bonus points for not being a self-absorbed stuck up, appalling piece of shit?

My experience

Earlier this year a sophisticated younger lady from Canada Post came into the shop to try and sell us on using them as a courier. In the end she lost the battle to me but what got her gears turning was when I asked her what will we do when you go on strike again because we all know history will repeat itself soon. Well that got her blood boiling a bit. She was fired right up...and I just smiled, listened to her rant and let her go. She left the shop happy and a little ditzy haha she made my day

Delicious Soup

Excellent winter fare! I made pork and asparagus soup for this evening's meal. My only regret maybe that my urine will smell something awful (more than usual) for a couple days. It's all that mercaptan.

Catfish Ghosts

If someone ghosts you, don't blame yourself. Chances are they were just catfishing you from the start, and knew they were about to get caught.

Placid water scares me

It should not scare me, yes! People are so mean when I go to the lake (yes, we do have some lakes in the interior and by Belcarra), and I do not want to swim. Why? Je ne sais pas. I am scared of the lake water. But I will find relief in my Peloton bike. You should really see my eye-brows.

I am kind of missing family.

Sure close and my family is not a word that is in an on point manner. I'm really nervous about being alone with these people. I do not hate or mistrust it's about the awkward. I had a friend we were really close. I fucked not long ago and walked away from her in a baby like tantrum. Now she has either taken the pain of that to a self destructive position she feels she deserves. Or is so sad and unhappy with life, herself, me and all he things that should bring the best. I wish I could ask my friend to be my tag along, but really at this point it's unlikely I can ask her what time it is. Oh be my love or my heart I will never find or get this piece called love right. A curse I must carry by the mark of sadness it creates in me and others.

I have to confess

I have been long time like in love with the most amazingly broken and kindhearted person I've met before. Her and I were literally cut from the same but op piste gender cloth. I have so long now wanted to make the most well interesting love to and with her. We were never able to establish actual working lines of communication. She has on more than one occasion put it out there that she was very sexually interested. I was overwhelmed and aroused. She was most likely able to see this. Now she and I are so lost from one another I sometimes think man I wish I had of taken that shot. Then I realize how wrong it would be to take advantage of a woman who despite her claims has never actually had sex before. Yup an actual virgin, so now I wish only that I could beat half to death the piece of shit that did do this to her. I believe this has left her with an overwhelming sense of regret and guilt to a man she actually loved deeply. It's not her fault, she not blameless but has no guilt to carry. I only care that she cares and it hurts her. Now I feel shame because I want no one else and I use her to full fill my overly starved sexual needs. Mirror mirror again baby. We are so connected we are literally suffering the same pain. in very different looking ways. Come on you are so strong, I will never judge the heart I love I promise. I miss my lover(to come hopefully) I miss my friend and I need this person more now than ever. I am giving the space you need. I just can not wait to see you even moving towards happy again. Ilu sweetheart

Figured it out

I think I know why some people in Vancouver are so Wacky. Its the Lead and the Arsenic in our drinking water. Dam I've only been here 3 years and it's already starting to affect me :) Stop sucking on the lead pipes.

This is why my friend can't find a man...

I have a friend. She is very pretty, but she can’t understand why despite her looks, she is unable to find a guy that treats her right. The answer to her riddle is painfully obvious to me, but impossible to figure out for her. It all lies in her inability to DEMONSTRATE her own self-worth to those around her. Notice how I use the word DEMONSTRATE instead of verbally communicate. The reason for this, is that ultimately, saying to people that they must treat you right, means nothing if your own behavior towards them suggests there is absolutely no need for them to do so. For example, she engages in sex with these men surprisingly soon after she meets them, and then pulls her hair out because she can’t figure out why they soon lose interest, and why they make no effort. She has some deluded perception that showing more of her body when she dresses somehow makes her sexier, when in reality, this behavior screams insecurities and low self-esteem. She constantly, and openly takes pictures of herself in reveling underwear and sexual positions, and then puts them up on social media for the world to see. I just wish that I could make her understand that there is NOTHING sexier than a clever mind, but I just don’t think she perceives herself as being able to offer to a potential partner more than just her body parts. Of course, looks are important, and I agree 100% with the fact that she should doll herself up and dress nicely, but there NEEDS to be more about her than just her boobs for her to find the type of man she expects. We are both around the same age (late 20’s), and I’m a guy, so I don’t think I’m the best person to tell her all of this. She is not particularly receptive to feedback, and this is definitely a touchy subject. I also don’t think it is even my place to do so, considering she has never invited my opinion on the matter. I care about her, but I guess for now I will continue to just watch her from the sidelines, and hope she wakes up one day and puts some actual clothes on!

Damn Straight

This thing has helped me get over a big hill o' pain. Now all that's left is to tumble into the valley of no return


Beautiful young girl who works at the bc...

You came out from the back. Because they needed help I couldn’t help wonder if we had something...

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