I now realize where I learned my fake nervous laugh.
My mom makes really bad jokes that aren't funny.
One day I'll make a Vancouver friend who is very special. We will hang out during the summer... it won't just be business networking or being used for my wealth.. Just a normal real friend.
My father told me today how much he'd love to have grandchildren. I smiled & looked down, respectfully didn't say anything. I love children but personally don't wish to be married or have children. But my heart cracked a little bit today. Sad because it feels like me by myself isn't enough. Sad because me not wishing a husband or children in no way makes me incomplete or less than. Sad because he'd be a great grandpa. Just a big mix of feelings.
I removed myself from online dating because there's already too many people using it habitually that don't know what they want.
I don’t know how to shop for clothes. I am nearing 30 and still don’t know how to dress myself. I go into a store and am overwhelmed by too much choice and music and people. When I download apps I browse for hours and end up buying nothing. How do you guys do it?
I love the Bigfoot/Sasquatch phenomenon. It’s great. There’s nothing I don’t like about it. It’s like pro wrestling. Is it real? Is it fake? Does it matter???
Isn’t speaking to me. Their birthday is in a few weeks. I had some time to kill earlier today so I looked at my visa statement from that time last year and figured out how much money I spent on their birthday last year. Between flowers, dinner out, drinks, card and gift it was a fairly good chunk of change. I’m planning to spend the same amount on myself on their birthday this year! Considering that their biggest complaint about me is how selfish I am. Yep, damn straight. I fully intend to be!
I'd rather not have sex at all than have it with the wrong person.
I like watching transgender midget porn.
I think about suicide at least once a week.
But I figure who isn't these days.