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It's so simple, It's stupid.

I love you, you love me were not even close to a happy family. Still love is all you need. John Lennon, fucking hippie might of been on to something.

I Gave Up

After I met you I deleted my Tinder account, my Facebook Dating account, my PoF account, my OkCupid account, my AdultFriendFinder account, and my CumMeetMeinAlley account

Now I feel better....

....turns out half of Trump’s executive team either ignored, or frustrated, his wacky orders. Turns out there are a few adults at 1600 Pennsylvania Ave after all. Nice to know as this sh*t show winds down.

Alternate Reality

I've had a few dreams where I'm near Broadway and Cambie at night but it's slightly different. There's a bit more space around the buildings, some are larger and take up most of a block and there's also a park to the east.

My God man

As despicable as Donald Trump is, Sarah Sanders is just as vile. A lying, condescending sack of shit that has no morality in her soul. Hey Sarah, how do you look in the mirror or your children’s faces?

I do not give a shit

I'm going to confess it all. I know I fucking broke your heart, go ahead deny it all you want. I remember the smile you had on your face that night, a smile of no pain. It was so nice to see you again after all you went through around your dog being "Put Down" I have never ever seen that look of wondrous enjoyment or that beautiful glow of even being a sightly bit better happy-ish or even hopeful again. Why do I believe it has never been seen since, I think it because I let you down and with out knowing it this may of been the final straw. God I know you know this was not done of malice intent. I cut you off that morning because I admit I thought you were fucking with me. I really thought I was being set up as a joke of sorts and the punchline was going to be are you kidding me, me with you. This is the truth of the mostly why I wouldn't let you finish, but also in all fairness I wasn't over her yet. I'm so sorry, you are right and always have been. I do not listen well, how can a man hear what needs to be heard when all he is doing while she is speaking is working and thinking about his rebuttal. I'm so sorry and believe me I get it, if anyone gets it it's me. This doesn't make what i did ok at all and I do know this I just am asking for another chance please, please can I have it. I have balled my eyes out thinking of how it must of felt and my god how could I be so arrogant. I just thought I was way out of your league and as it turns out I was in a sense, but I believe we are going to be amazing together if we ever get there :-(.. I am in love with you back then it hadn't started yet like it is now, but I was starting to pay a lot of private attention to you not leering of course but peeking here and there. I wish I could just kiss you, I'm not stupid, go ahead and deny it all you want. I know, if not now you did or even still do love me as much as I love you. This kiss I mentioned would tell us everything we would or could ever want to know about us. I know the moment I kiss you, it all fades away we become us and will be closer than you could ever imagined. We just have to both admit fear and be brave enough to act, trust me this will erase all our resentments and anger. Replacing hateful fear with loving tenderness. I'm sorry I was so childish the other day I wanted to come over but was scared. I'm tried of being afraid and vow to do it no more around you. If you give me a chance I will show you what true happiness and fulfillment can be like. You too have to stop being afraid start a willingness to trust me also or why bother at all. I can give you the most loyal and loving man who won't cheat, won't lie and will never leave. If we are always those things there is no reason to.

Not In My Head

I am dating this girl and I went to pick her up at her parents house and I swear her mom made a move on me. She was wearing a shirt with no bra and bent over right in front of me and then smiled at me. She literally told me in body language that she wanted to go upstairs with me. My male friends are telling me this could be an amazing opportunity. The kind that comes once in a lifetime. My friends that are women think I am crazy and this is all in my head and if it isn't I am a disgusting pervert. I think I am just going to lay low and pretend this never happened. Sometimes you're damned if you do and damned if you don't.

Who is that?

Who your mind can't remember, but who your heart can't forget.

You're insane

You probably think this tap is about you


Ice Col Dreams

You waiting in line at matchstick Chinatown then crossing the street in shades, me post boxing...

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