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I'll be honest...

I get an immense feeling of self satisfaction when I hear a couple I know have split. I used to wonder why I feel that way... I have been through my share of heartache and know how much it sucks. I just smirk and hear Nelson Muntz in my head.

Blue jeep guy

I left for California I need a job I have 300 that's it minus gas which is 90%. I can't keep arguing with you I need to fix myself sorry

Still a mother

Lost my children before they were born. Happened 5 times. My husband left eventually to find someone who could give him kids. I am grieving even though society does not allow it, people actually asked me today, how far along I was. Because I was only allowed to grieve if it was past a certain point. I ignored the question. I still grieve. It is still a loss. Be compassionate people. Do not ask inappropriate questions. Be kind. No one said sorry for your loss.

Heads up walking phone users.

I will continue to walk right into you hockey style and knock you down or that fucking phone right out of your hand if you want to walk right at me whilst you look at your phone and think Im going to move for you...both men and women. Get your goddamn heads up you selfish scumbags or get hurt.

I remember yours...

and that I wasn't important enough for you to remember mine.

My Observation

So I was having coffee and these three women sit down close to me. They were quite loud. One of them is dating a new fella so the first question from her friend is "So what does he do?" then the next is "Did he pay for dinner?" I was shocked. I mean why don't they ask whether hes a good bloke with a good heart. Then they spend the rest of the time using Tinder to find more men. Dating has become a game where there is always someone better looking or richer and that's why people are finding it harder to date.

Stevie Wonder at Aretha Franklin's funeral

I've always loved Stevie's music but didn't really think too fully about his lyrics. Wow! He's one of the great inspirational poets of all time: ................................. "As around the sun the earth knows she's revolving And the rosebuds know to bloom in early may Just as hate knows love's the cure You can rest your mind assure That I'll be loving you always As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow But in passing will grow older every day Just as all that's born is new ......... (Until we dream of life and life becomes a dream) Did you know that true love asks for nothing No no her acceptance is the way we pay Did you know that life has given love a guarantee To last through forever and another day Just as time knew to move on since the beginning And the seasons know exactly when to change Just as kindness knows no shame Know through all your joy and pain That I'll be loving you always

Point of No Return

Boundaries. When you care about someone it's hard to not cave, so I had to create a limit, a point of no return. She couldn't respect my need for space, finding her ego starved. So I told myself if she baits me again and comes up empty that's it. And what a hook it was too. I was tricked as always and there was nothing there. So I miss her, every day, but I couldn't respect myself if it had gone any other way.

feels so good

when I pick my nose, and yank out a long hair

To my now ex-friend...

Your personality changed the moment you met him. The strong, empowered woman turned into a simpering stepford version of your previous self. Everyone noticed it, but no one had the nerve to say anything to you. I didn’t like or trust him the moment I met him and was concerned that perhaps you were more in love with the fact that he was besotted with you than the man himself. If our friendship wasn’t strong enough to withstand the possibility that, he too is fallible then perhaps our friendship was one of convenience. You needed a single partner in crime until you were no longer single, and then I was disposable. Sadly, people placed on pedestals tend to eventually fall off. Your constant public posts of adoration strike me as a case of “the lady doth protest too much”. Exactly who are you trying to convince? I suppose that the upside is that I no longer have to pretend that I can stand him or suppress eye rolls at his cheeseball behaviours.

A message from your future daddy

Sure you say you're straight, you only date women, but don't worry, I'll change your mind sooner or later & baby you won't regret it, you'll be mine & mine only xoxo

God Help Me

This morning my phone was cut off, and my truck broke down. Payday is still a week away, and I'm completely broke. Have to drive me and a buddy that doesn't have a ride to work on Monday, but have no way to get in touch with him. Just waiting for lightning to strike me dead now. :'(

We can easily live on $75 a week for food

All this fuss about Phillip Couillard is hot air. Three of us in our house Rice, noodles, beans, green veggies, milk and butter. We make our own bread ( the "no" knead way) it's easy. Good quality coffee (medaglia d'oro). For protein we have salmon, beef or chicken.. not a lot but enough to fill us up Typical day is Cheese or marmalade on toast for brekkie with coffee Noodles and green veggies for lunch ( as much as you want) with tea or coffee Rice or Noodles, fresh green vegetables, beans and meat or fish for dinner. There's plenty of money left over for junk candy just to keep us honest and more than enough for the occasional 2fer at McD's. (I don't care what anybody says, it's fucking good tasting food, especially their breakfasts!) It's amazing how little you have to spend if you cut out prepared foods. Stop yer whining!

I had dreams about my ex-wife last night.

I wish my fucking subconscious would leave me alone and let me move on with my life and find some small level of true happiness and contentment again....sheesh!

I’m ALWAYS paying attention

Don’t equate my silence for agreement, acceptance, or approval. I’m not a confrontational person. I also tend to give the people I care about the benefit of the doubt much more than I should, based on my experience. I’m often simply giving people enough rope to hang themselves apparently. I wait and wait, seemingly tolerating the behaviour, with the hope that perhaps they’re just having a rough day and this isn’t typical. If the behaviour doesn’t improve though, I’m going to be gone. Your first clue that I’m very strongly considering the situation is when I get very quiet. Depending on the circumstances and the type of relationship, I may just quietly slip away and stop reaching out. I may do “gray rock”. Or, there might be one of those final straw moments where I get really angry. I don’t believe that it’s my responsibility to constantly call someone on their attitude/behaviour. I expect that a mature adult should understand that certain types of behaviour are generally frowned upon by the majority of us. So, if you’re behaving badly, don’t be surprised by my disappearance from your life.

I SAW YOU

Black dress beauty Saturday night at the...

You were sitting at the booth close to the door with your blonde friend. You were wearing a...