I confess I have a huge crush on one of the public librarians. I’d never say anything because it seems really creepy to approach someone in their workplace, but today when I saw him I completely forgot what books I came to pick up.
For years I have resisted using self-checkouts. Part of it is that I prefer to interact with someone, but it is also partly due to fear. I was scared I wouldn't know how to use them. I finally used one the other day and it went fine. I didn't embarrass myself, sirens didn't go off, people didn't stop and point and shout "Look at that person who doesn't know how to use a self checkout." The world didn't end, and now I feel slightly less anxious about doing things I have never done before.
I can not look at love the way it was. I was so stupid, I was not fair and child like. I guess that's why I have been punishing myself. I put my attention in another, one I knew I was never going to be with. I hate being alone but how do you tell someone who nearly killed you for mistakes you made( not intentionally). I do want you and I to speak. I'm just as lost as you and have been ever since I last saw you there and here. Yes! Lets Talk. I have tried reaching you at an old # I have on a picture ;-) anyways I hope my dodging ways have not prevented a conversation. I'm sorry that you are suffering that is not my plan at all, I've wanted quite the contrary for you. I knew and have been reading your thoughts that you've sent out. Lets have that convo and make it face to face. I'm not sure how, it feels like there are other forces at play. I love you and I was a asshole to an end I didn't want or even saw coming. Sorry ilu imu.
It's not a personal attack that my stride is longer and I'm going to pass you on the trail. I finished at the same time as yesterday, and the day before that, and the day before that, and the day before that, and the day before that, and the day before that, and the day before that. Don't make it weird.
... when you've already found someone so great, but they just don't want to be with you?
Completely overcome by nausea at the corner of Keefer and Carrall and got sick behind the park bench. Tried to be as discreet as possible but for anyone who witnessed that little spectacle, I'm truly sorry.
I really would like to get back to dating but I just don't think I am/feel attractive at the moment and I know I need to work on myself but part of me still would like to try to put myself out there again.
That the ASMR videos are creepy?
I hate my Mother.
“I wish I were a tiny mouse tucked up in a tiny bed under a tiny patchwork quilt in a burrow under a tree. No responsibilities except making raindrop wine and rose jam and making sure I sweep the little doorstep every morning” taken from Reddit....