I feel alone. and tonight for the first time in my life I am scared of being alone.
It's been so long since I held a woman in a warm loving embrace, right after staring her into her beautiful face. It's been so long since I lay next to a woman, holding her just enough to let her know she is safely cared for, with my nose nestled in her hair just enough to smell her favorite shampoo and her actual essence mixed together. It has been never since I made love to the woman I'm in love with. In essence her smile bewitched me, her beautiful brown eyes grabbed me tightly, her fiery heart both gave mine life and sucked it out and she is perfection mixed in with all kinds of doubt. She is an angelic angel no doubt! So in essence, I will live life without!
If I surreptitiously take out a package of gum and I don't offer you a piece, it's only because I'm not sure how long the gum packet has been in my purse. I would offer you gum if I knew it was fresh. Or at least bought this year.
There's something going on with a guy I know. He is having some sort of speech pathology. He can't seem to ever get a clear statement or sentence out. He stumbles mentally and stops then says; "yeah ... yeah...", like everybody should know what he means. He's nothing but argumentative and hostile and I think it's because he's frustrated that he's having this problem.
Is there anybody who knows a diplomatic way of helping him get himself checked out? I am sure I will get criticised and verbally abused by him if I bring it up. But maybe it's a trade off that's needed to get him some help.
I have been trying so hard to change things I know that need to be changed.
But alas I feel there are forces working against me and im not sure why.
I will prevail.
Room or no room.
Help or no help.
Maybe this is just not the city for me.
Ive been trying for a while to get free.
Guess I will take that road less traveled again, see where it goes this time.
Dead end road here, apparently.
I will miss the mountains and the u I never got to know.
Shame about that, real shame.
Does it happen?? Can someone be obsessed with someone long enough or intense enough that the other person is just like "ok, whatever, let's do this"? 'Cause trying to critically examine my life choices I'm pretty sure that's what I'm banking on.
8 almost 9 days since I shaved my face
I've never grown anything longer than a 2 week beard
Maybe I will shatter that record this winter
Maybe I wont
This is not a new years resolution thing (I don't do that). This is a hey I'm too fat and need to lose weight kinda thing. We are not far from boozy summer nights.......weeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Im just baffled at the amount of folks that write to GS's "I saw you" section about "someone" they were literaly "right next too". Can't you just talk to the "person"?. I understand people are afraid of rejection, but why don't you just try... you never know !.
It’s so hard to stop looking at social media sites of your ex, hopefully I’ll finally stop caring about them.