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Harmless crush

I have a harmless crush on a parent of my child's friend, and I'm thoroughly enjoying it. That is all.

Messed up big time

Im 45 yrs old and have been an alcoholic drug addict since i was 13. Ive been diagnosed schizophrenic recently and people dont have a clue how harsh that truly is. I did have 30 months of sobriety from 36 to 39 but ive been struggling since. Its very difficult to live with higher power guidance and being controlled by Satan my entire life. I live in a small town on the east coast and everywhere i go im blessed with running into bad memories because of the lifestyle i lived. I deserve what i get and that is gonna be isolation torment and misery

Used to enjoy Confessions

Fully understood that some might be b.s., but still, I could relate to many of the posts. Was fun and entertaining to read. But now it's been pretty much ruined by the nerd who keeps writing bogus rants about vegans, chicken factories, etc, etc. He does it from both sides of view to try and "fool" everyone. A true loser if there ever was one. So goodbye Confessions. You were fun for awhile.

Cornflakes may be bland, but they're good

They're cereously a good breakfast cereal. See what I did there? No joke, they're amazing for some reason, even though they're so plain. You can even crunch them up and batter your chicken with them, deep fry the chicken, and it's like you have a fancy little restaurant at home. I wonder if anyone is going to flake out at this.

Getting old(er)

It is starting to happen to me... my friends and relatives are dying .... I am now over 50 and have looked up several people I used to know, and some of them have passed away... my body is breaking down, getting sick, developing aches and pains, in my job my employer is not relying on me much anymore, no more chance of promotions, in fact I will be lucky to hang on to this job... soon to be a senior citizen ... using a cane... inside I feel at least 25 years younger but my body is not agreeing with that... still enjoy life, even more in fact

Carrot eating competition

It will be so much fun instead of hot dogs. Approximately nobody will show up.

Better to of never loved at all

When I was with my ex girlfriend she would would always be bringing her niece to my place. Me and this little girl would do everything together watch movies, play, and cuddle. We would even pretend to be napping so we could cuddle longer but after me and my ex broke up I haven't been able to see her . I am never gonna forget the last day I spent with her If i knew that was gonna be our last farwell i would of told you I love you a thousand times It's been a couple months and I've gotten over my ex for the most part but not this little Angel I don't know why but I've started thinking of her all the time

Not really a confession, but..

I am doing my very best to be the change I want to see in this world. I have a child, and I am trying my hardest to teach this small person to one day do the same.. It's been difficult, but I truly believe our future generations are something some people are so willing to overlook when it comes to helping ourselves and our planet. I understand the issue of global overpopulation, but our children have the capability to make a real difference if they are given a solid opportunity before they become stressed out, jaded, bitter, unfriendly adults.

Why

Why not me?? I am okay with it and all because I care about you both more than you could know but I still gotta wonder.. Why is it never me?? Why an I not good enough?? What can I change?? Why not me??

Excuse me while I wipe away the tears

A financial post column on financial advice had me sobbing about the dilemma of a couple approaching retirement who are struggling to make ends meet on measly take home pay of $9500 a month. Included in their monthly budget was an item under "gift giving " of $1650 ... per month , every month. Go and get fucked... with stupid stories like this we don't need any fake news

Look into the elevator before entering

It never ceases to amaze me when adults enter an elevator with their heads downs without looking to see if anybody is in the car. This should be a basic life skill you learn when you're a small child.

No one cares

I've only dealt with adversity, chronic mental and physical illnesses and one bad thing after the other. I'm just so freaking tired of it. I would give anything to be healthy and happy. My health has stolen everything from me..... It isn't fair. It's invisible, so people understand even less, and only certain people know about my depression and ptsd due to the stigma, and how badly I've been treated by family and even health professionals that my own psychiatrist said to refrain from disclosing because I am not believed when I've talked about my physical issues. Landed in hospital 3 bloody times, nearly died once. Fuck you doctors, hospitals, and every close-minded asshole that has screwed me and made my health worse. Fuck you to the so called people that say they are there for you. No one cares! I was in hospital after a test just recently, had a rare complication and in severe pain. Not believed, went to ER next day, internal bleeding. Seriously?!?!? Why won't you assholes believe me, and the complication was due to the doctor s error. I hate hospitals and doctors because of how I've been treated and you bloody doctors are doing a pretty good job of fucking me over even more and adding on top of my crappy health problems. I've tried everything and advocating for myself, I'm done. Not a single friend saw me. I've stupidly bent over backwards for people when they needed me in spite of anything I'm going through because I care For years. I'm so angry and hurt and not sure how to even talk to them. A couple apologized, and one has been texting though moreso out of guilt.... I just want to pull away from them all. I need to learn to be a bitch, and not sure how to. They all have things I can only dream of. Healthy, happy, and healthy enough to work ft to be independent, great partners, and lives. The harder I fight, the more my body and mind fight back, and I have something go wrong. Since I was a child..... What is the point of living if you only experience misery, sickness, and pain? I fight through pain to work pt, seeing countless specialists, a counselor for years. Nothing is helping. Something always goes wrong. I honestly feel cursed. I'm not getting any younger and the loneliness is painful. The hardest part is not being held, it's such a small thing but hurts. I will NEVER do anything casual, and sick of the creeps that pester me for that. NEVER going to happen!!! Rather be alone, and have gone without for years. Just accepted I'll have to be alone, despite it being very difficult. Have way too much I'm dealing with, and my stupid health takes precedence..... As always I needed to vent and just scream it out into the universe. No one is truly here for you. It's easier to be with people in good times than be there for someone that is constantly suffering. Ive been so stupid to think I've ever mattered to anyone. Some people will only suffer, and know of suffering and it's a shame that me and others like me get so beaten down by life, that they no longer have hope.

Tough guys in a group

Last night two guys walking down the sidewalk, one calls me a faggot the other says he's or moving out of my way.... Today I see both guys alone, no lip at all when they're not in a group. You two cowards should read "The Art Of War" but neither of you neadeethals know how to read. One day soon I'll give both of you the chance to be tough guys, one on one. I'll laugh at you cowards as you run away like little girls. Lily little but he's are going to get bitch slapped.

Your nudes

Once in a while, I'll scroll through your nudes in my phone but I can't bring myself to delete them. I can miss someone I don't want back, and still appreciate their nudes right?

I SAW YOU

Freckles in Dollarama Dish/Container Aisle

Oh hi! We crossed paths at Dollarama in the West End on Monday morning, while you were picking...