I used to be rich, had everything handed to me houses, cars, cash. never had to work or put effort into anything, since I lost it all i now work full time to barely pay rent for a tiny apartment and have no money left over to buy anything. I strangely feel better about myself and more fulfilled now than when I was rich and lounging around on yachts.
You pretty much come to hate so difficult. It was never this way before, leaving was as simple as "Road trip bro" "Hell ya I'll go steal a car"( and I really suck at stealing cars that was always buddy's job) Now I confess, I've forgotten how to board a bus. :( Baby steps one bus at a time.
I have the worst work ethic of pretty much anyone I've ever met. I hate work and always have. Any kind of work. You could name 1000 jobs and I would have no interest in any of them. I've managed to hold down jobs most of my life but they have been entry level retail stuff that you can kind of coast through. I realize this is a bad way to operate but I feel like it is too ingrained to change. I wish I could be a 'hard worker' like the world tells me I should be.
I feel like I have decades of repressed anger that has been making itself more visible lately. I am worried I will snap at someone who doesn't deserve it. For ages I have been the 'I don't get angry' guy but now I think that was all a lie. It's slowly bubbling up. I've just been pushing it down and one of these days it's going to get out one way or the other.
If it's all just about eating, getting drunk and fighting, I'm out.
I wanted to be a teacher until I realized that I don't like kids.
My boyfriend told me he wants me to tie him up and irritate him.
I think we need to work on his English..
Was going to break up with my bf but now he tells me he has a serious health problem so I’m thinking he’ll believe this is why it’s not working out.He finally opens up two days before I planned to break it off.Cant help to feel he knew what was coming and is using his disability to make up for all his bad behaviour.So do I give him support and more energy or tell him I have to break up and send him deeper down the hole.How can anyone tell if this is all just to keep me where he wants me to be.
There's a little person who used to be in my life, they will be 10 soon. They are no longer in my life, but I made a promise years ago that I would prove that I could be stable in some way. At the beginning I lost them out of my life, due 100% to my own instabilities with their parent, but it has been 5 years now and I am nearing a degree.
I don't need the degree. it was never about that. it was only about doing something I had never done. Be stable, grow up, be the person I would have wanted to be to a child.
I am in a new city, with a new adventure, and spend my time volunteering in the community.
This is an ode to that kid. Nothing more. Nothing less.
I’m confessing that I wish I found myself being sought after in the “I saw you” posts.