I was having lunch in the west end and noticed I was being checked out by a beautiful ts, as Ive never encountered that situation I didn’t do anything but the more I think the more I regret it. I now am much more open minded
So, about a year ago I had an affair completely explode all over both relationships. He turned out to be a lying piece of shit. I know, surprise surprise.
I took the fall for his cowardice. Now I just signed in to the site where we met and found that he is back at it again. Now I feel like actually telling his wife myself.
Every time I hear Iggy Pop’s Wild One I instantly think of Crocodile Dundee II. They sure don’t make movies like they used to...damn
I called in sick today because I couldn't afford the bus fare to get to work!!! It's 2 zones so would have been close to $10.00. Wtf.
I'd like to drive across Canada again someday.
I overshot what I thought was normal in my friend group. They didn’t like me dressing up in my furry outfit at the last Bbq. Why not bbq while dressed up classy style as a penguin though? It was a grande day. I still feel accomplished.
I wish I was talented at something. I thought I was going to be a writer. I used to write. Badly. But now all I do is write mean stuff about women I'll never have a chance with. I wish I could stop, I'm scared I have nothing going for me. Not true, I know I have nothing going for me. This is all I've got. A long lonely life waits for me.
I asked my Dad and his girlfriend if I could stay with them for a bit cause I was in a bad situation. His girlfriend says " it wouldnt work you staying here because the bus does not run from here to town".
I was calling from a motel at the time. Miles away from anyone. Almost the saddest day of my life.
I've lost the weight, but I gained scars and wrinkles. I sag where I had the extra flesh.
I'm working on my mental health but I'm never going to be normal. It's a slow process. Maybe one day I'll be well enough to date, but the expiration date on my looks will be before then
For those of you out there who have transcended limiting beliefs, societal expectations, self-doubt, excuses, ego, and fear and have worked your ass off to produce something you are proud of, I salute you. I confess that I hope to one day cut through my bullshit and do the same.