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I keep seeing ads for big concert events featuring acts I've never heard of. Man, I miss guitar driven rock and roll.

Bad genes

Despite my best efforts( working out, eating well) I've become an extremely unattractive middle age man. The complete lack of attention from women is a lonely experience.

itll pass

the real reason im leaving my job is my mental health, not because i want in another field. i have minor psychosis and difficulty trusting people and reality. sometimes you cant dump it on ur friends or family, they get scared and leave me, slowly. im single again but i still believe ill meet somebody who i can talk to about my mental state. i feel like i lost myself, i didnt like myself much at that time but i want to find that person. this really isnt so bad, just the self pity and melencholy that accompanies it. life will be good.

Anyone else feel this way?

I struggle a great deal with feeling alone, and loneliness, and miss feeling truly connected and understood especially romantically. Dont want kids, okay with not being married too, but a LTR would be nice. I think being single for so many years, the influx of weddings especially lately, and not being able to meet a compatible partner coupled with friends too busy with their lives and partners to hang out with on a regular basis all contribute. I often dread weekends.... I'm limited financially as well due to complex, health issues. My friends say too put myself out there, but I've met some pretty awful guys.... Honestly, guys aren't as understanding and kind about being with someone with health issues. They need to be realistic. Not everyone is lucky in love.... I haven't even really been on a date for some time as I'm scared of being hurt badly again too and not being accepted. Yes, I do go to counseling for my depression, PTSD, and discussing my struggles as I wanted to note that in case someone made that suggestion. I've had even professional s say damn how have you dealt with so much adversity with many difficult things in my life including complex health issues, and it's honestly just worn me down. Doctors suck, and can't seem to help improve my quality of life. When life has only been suffering, and continues to be, what kind of life is that to live? I think I just wish I could stop feeling so goddamn alone, lonely and just accept I won't meet someone and at least find a way to be busy and do things I enjoy with genuine, kind people at least. It's hard though to meet and connect with others though especially being hurt and betrayed by people. I have depression as well (that definitely makes it even harder especially as it's treatment resistant and nothing I've tried and continue to try has helped and I've exhausted my options but continue to try and go to counseling etc.) Thats a whole other issue though. It's this existential loneliness too if that makes sense. I honestly don't know how to deal with it. It's a very profound pain. I've tried meetups etc. but not been helpful. Any other lost souls out there too? What do you do?

Affordable housing for all

Is obviously what's needed but that will take both public resolve plus time to implement. It is commendable that Canada supports U.N. refugee camps in other parts of the world but what about our own growing, increasingly desperate homeless population? In some jurisdictions tent cities are allowed. In others places they are not & the homeless have no choice but to try their best to survive under even more difficult circumstances. Surely if Canada can sponsor U.N. refugee camps we can do the same domestically and have well regulated places with kitchens, medical, sanitation and even-handed law enforcement.

I downvote

If confessions have a perfect score, I downvote it. Way more fun.

Cyclists, pay attention

It’s great there are more bike lanes around the city. I love riding my bike but I have to say, some of the cyclists here are the worst. I’m not perfect but try to follow the rules of the road, give people the right of way and not zoom by at top speed down a hill almost hitting into pedestrians and other cyclists. There are so many cyclists not following the road rules and it’s really dangerous and annoying. Many a time I have seen a pedestrian (me included) almost get run over by a cyclist when they have the right to walk across the road. It seems you need to rotate your head 360 degrees here to avoid collisions. Cyclists, you need to grow up. Drivers and pedestrians are not perfect either, but cyclists. Come on!

What Vancouver needs is ...

Wouldn't it be great if we had Ping Pong (table tennis) tables installed all around the city! Other cities do it, in Berlin for example, there's at least one in every park. I think it's a great idea and just what this city needs. And just what I need, I am getting fed up of playing on our dining room table in our tiny apartment.

Deal-breakers

Some woman posted a list of deal-breakers for dating guys on this site: 1. Must have job! 2. Has drivers license 3. Doesn't resort to name calling in a disagreement. 4. Owns own vehicle. The women in the lower mainland must be so desperate if these are their only requirements for dating men.

Aftermath

I had an affair with a woman for almost 2 years. It was meant to be casual, a friend with occasional benefits. But I found myslef thinking way too much about her. And her and I. When I finally was found out, I just ghosted the woman. I let me wife answer the phone when she called and take all of her anger out on the woman. I knew how much it would hurt her to be ignored and discarded but my wife came first. I guess now, after a few months of reuniting with my wife and starting a new life in a new city, I wonder if I should do the right thing, show a little respect and have a closing conversation with my other woman. A woman who was a good friend to me in a tough time.

Brilliance is something all around us

It is Donald Trump, and his team at the White House. Non-Brilliance is Justin Trudeau and his Liberal-Fascist party in Parliament.

On Culpability

Once, I watched a film with a few classmates, and one of them was a woman I had decided I was in love with (who didn't feel the same). Anyway, it turned out to be basically a Nazi rape movie. I had to leave halfway through the movie because I couldn't deal with the realization that given the opportunity I would probably be the same monster as any of the depicted soldiers. I'd like to think I'm a good guy, but without laws or repercussions would I be?

If you love me

You will end your marriage sell your business lose 55 lbs. move back home and financially physically sexually spiritually and emotionally support me

Canada is the new Third-World

It is starting to feel like a third-world state (yes, be offended by that whomever). Regular people do not matter, and only the rich elites can afford to live. This looks like government and corporate corruption that happened in South America.

New Ink

I love your sleeves. The koi are so serene. Why did you change your star?

I SAW YOU

Jurassic World seated side by side

I was already seated at the movie, Jurassic World 3:55pm showing, eating popcorn, wearing white...