It now feels like to me that my friend knew I was sinking and starting to drown and instead of throwing me a life preserver, they threw a concrete block.
And smiled to my face.
The cracks are starting to show more now !
Its hard to be wrong sometimes.
Than a pretty chef to hang out, cook together, and go out to eat with. My foodie friends wherever they are, I love them all.
It's so painful to admit. I am losing the energy to fight for the relationship, to believe that things can change, to believe that the other person can change. When you reflect back on a relationship, and feel hurt and frustration rather than love and fondness, is it time? I feel like I've been in denial that things haven't working for some time. It is hard to move past past hurts. They wanted to leave at points too, and I'm thinking we both clung onto the relationship out of fear of loss and loneliness. Truthfully, I fear I'm hanging onto an idea of a person and a relationship that I'm probably not fully myself in, nor feeling valued in. This sucks.
I have to laugh.
So many can relate.. But then why is it still so uncomfortable.
I have a sister in law who i love.
I cant stand it however that whenever i stand up from thw couch or come up the stairs or come over how she always looks my body up and down.
Last weekend i was thinking oh god i dont want to get up from the couch because will she do that fucking weird thing again ?!? I got up and sure enough I get the body scan. Someone tell me what the fuck is up with this?
I dress appropriate.
Im in good shape.
I dont have boob spillage
No booty shorts
No thong showing
What is she looking for.. Lol
I often eat the smoked salmon cream cheese with my fingers and then cover up the evidence with butter knife marks.
A freakin' enormous grasshopper flew in my apartment last night. It was like chasing around a magic full-size desk stapler (a very very angry, frightened and confused stapler with very powerful springs). It was smashing itself into all the walls, my wife was screaming, running around all over, total pandemonium, definitely beats watching Netflix in the Canadian cold.
I have been off Facebook, Instagram, and Linkedin for 5 days and my mental health has already improved DRASTICALLY. I have been playing a lot of 90's and early 00's music as well. Life was so much more simple back then. It would be so beautiful if everyone boycotted social media. Can you imagine how much the world would change?... If only...
When I'm taking the sky train to or from Surrey, all I smell is death.
After my dad dies I think I’m going to disappear in Mexico for awhile
About the negativity and meanness in some of the comments to Confessions. Honestly people (you know who you are), play nice!