Unfaithful Mind chronicles a couple's success in battling schizophrenia

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      Marion Gibson was in Ontario for business in the fall of 2011 when she got a startling phone call from her partner of 27 years, John. He told her he was sick and on his way to the hospital by ambulance.

      It was only when she got back home that she learned her husband was convinced she was trying to poison him. That was just one of many delusions he’d go on to experience that ended up throwing the Victoria family of five into a tailspin.

      “Once I got home and could look in his face, I could see something was really wrong with him,” Marion tells the Georgia Straight by phone. “He was having hallucinations where he could smell things. He said there was a bad acid smell in the house. He thought there was cyanide in the water supply and was drinking our emergency bottled water. He thought our light fixtures were bugged with listening devices. He was really scared.”

      After being discharged from the hospital with no sign of any supposed poisoning, John went on to have other severely distorted thoughts that unsettled Marion and the couple’s kids, now aged 19, 17, and 10. John was 45 when this all started, had built a successful career as a professional geoscientist, and was well-spoken, respected, and happily married.

      But the man Marion started dating in high school began accusing her of cheating on him, sleeping with everyone from coworkers to acquaintances to mail carriers. He also suspected that she had been involved in murders and was linked to the Mafia.

      This went on for months, with John in and out of the hospital and walk-in clinics. At one point, emergency-room staff sent him home with a prescription for Ativan, a mild sedative, for what they called a “psychotic break”. The hospital referred him to his family physician for follow-up care. Finally, the couple began to get a sense of what was causing so much hell, what their doctor has since described as a schizophrenia-type mental illness.

      “Before this, I didn’t even know what the definition of delusion was,” Marion says. “I don’t think I would have been able to spell schizophrenia. It came as a huge shock.”

      John’s doctor wasn’t able to be more specific in his diagnosis, and the couple found it difficult to get high-level psychiatric care in Victoria. (One psychiatrist, upon hearing about John’s suspicions about his wife’s infidelity, told him to hire a private investigator and to catch her in the act.) But Marion says the couple is just relieved that the antipsychotic medication John takes is working and that he is now doing well.

      The couple’s experience with schizophrenia opened their eyes to the stigma that surrounds mental illness. To help eradicate the accompanying shame, Marion wrote a book about her husband’s condition. The just-released Unfaithful Mind chronicles John’s symptoms, delusions, and emergency-room visits as well as the toll that schizophrenia took on the family.

      Part of what makes John’s situation unusual is that schizophrenia usually strikes much sooner in life, typically between the ages of 16 and 25 in men, according to the B.C. Schizophrenia Society (BCSS). (In women, it tends to appear between 20 and 30.) Marion figures that part of the reason for the delay in getting a diagnosis, or at least as close to one as possible, was that—given his age and professional status—John came across as anything but a man with a troubled mind.

      However, he showed many of the classic signs. According to the BCSS, symptoms fall into three categories: positive, negative, and cognitive.

      The term positive symptoms refers to those that should not or do not normally occur, including hallucinations (hearing, seeing, tasting, smelling, or feeling things that aren’t real) and delusions (ideas that are out of touch with reality and that can include paranoia and grandiosity).

      Negative symptoms include diminished emotional responsiveness, inability to communicate, social withdrawal, poor grooming and hygiene, and impaired personal relationships.

      Cognitive symptoms, meanwhile, consist of disorganized perceptions (ordinary things seem frightening or distracting), trouble understanding language, and difficulty planning and decision-making.

      Schizophrenia is thought to occur because of physical and biochemical changes in the brain and affects one in 100 people. It’s also treatable with medication.

      “Once John was on the right antipsychotic [drug], things clicked into place,” Marion says. “Within a couple of weeks, he was feeling better, and each week he felt better than the last. Throughout the whole ordeal, he had gone back to work and was able to get his life back together.”

      Marion says she wanted to write the book—which includes sections written by John himself, explaining what he experienced while having delusions and hallucinations—in part to have a record for their children when they’re older.

      “Mental illnesses do run in the families, and if one of my children do come down with this, I want them to know what happened to Dad and I want them to look at how successful he is,” she says. “I don’t want them to be scared or to hide it or be embarrassed about it. That’s not just for my kids but for any other children. They need to know that this is something that can happen to people but that you can get help and carry on.”

      The other reason she wrote the book was to help people understand and accept mental illness without judging or stereotyping.

      “I do believe John could have gotten faster care if he wasn’t so embarrassed,” Marion says. “He just didn’t want to accept that something was wrong with his brain.”

      She says she suggested writing the book without using her and John’s real names, but he wouldn’t have it.

      “We decided we were only encouraging stigma if we can’t say who we are,” Marion says. “That would defeat the whole purpose. The stigma around mental illness is so huge, but it’s just like getting cancer or arthritis or diabetes, and it should be treated the same.”



      Susan Inman

      Aug 14, 2013 at 3:06pm

      Many thanks to Marion Gibson and her husband for letting the public know about their story. We have such poor public education about psychotic illnesses that people don't know the best ways to respond when these brain disorders develop. I believe many people will benefit from this book.

      Jo Turner

      Aug 14, 2013 at 9:01pm

      This sounds like a very worthwhile, honest book. As a society we need to dedicate more resources to understanding and treating mental illness, and overcome the needless stigmas that still prevent effective funding and ongoing support, both for patients and their families. Books like this one help us move in the right direction...

      Karen Beitel

      Aug 15, 2013 at 7:13am

      Thank you and your husband for your willingness to share this experience. I worked on Psychiatry during my career as a nurse. I totally agree that educating the public about mental illness from a personal experience will have the greatest impact.


      Aug 20, 2013 at 12:25am

      It really should be treated the same as other diseases.

      helen Mason

      Aug 22, 2013 at 10:54pm

      Mare....you are my inspiration. Thank you.

      Roberta Scott

      Sep 13, 2013 at 11:56am

      Marion and John, big hugs to you both for your bravery and social conscience. The status quo fears what they don't know or understand and your efforts on behalf of your family and community will help others to have a better relationship with mental illnesses. Thank you

      Patricia Forsdyke

      Oct 6, 2013 at 11:33am

      Though I have not yet read your book, it sounds as though you have put some flesh on the bones of a subject that few want to discuss. These schizophrenia type illnesses cause such havoc when they inflict their anguish but they can be treated effectively by those who are willing to see that there must be a treatment intervention. It is time to move beyond blaming family pathology and the like. These illnesses happen to people. They should be seen as no fault illnesses and should be given as much compassionate medical care as other serious illnesses. Good luck to both of you and thank heavens you chose to use your real names. Patricia Forsdyke.

      Marilyn Baker

      Oct 30, 2013 at 5:56pm

      Your story is very hopeful. I am glad that you were both able to write your book. Best wishes!