We met last fall. Our eyes locked at a friends bday/halloween party and later you got my number. We went on a few casual dates and fooled around over the next couple months. I shocked you the night that I flipped at you over text and I don't blame you. My attempt to stand up for myself and avoid being used was uncalled for. I was excited about you, so attracted to you. I wanted you to want me too. I felt rejected when you weren't making the effort that I was craving. I called you a jerk and gave you tips on how to handle your other ladies (I lol at how crazy that was now). I thought I saw you walking the other day and had an urge to say hi. I hesitated as it occurred to me that I do not know you at all and ruined any chance of ever getting to way too early. I regret that. I think we could've had a good ride. I like your style (and your peoples food, I know you like mine too). Cheers to fudging things up with babes way too early to even know if you could genuinely have feelings for them. I hope you're well.