That sucks, the rest is meh, but getting an STD from someone like that? ugh, i would be pissed off too. Hopefully there is a solution for you, i wish you luck.

You know what? You have to go on. Being strong is never the easy way out. But it's the only way you have right now.

You can only go up from there.

Now that you've had shit pie, rinse that shit out of your mouth and try something sweet, good and nourishing.
You know, after the STD is under control/eliminated/non-transferable.

Good luck.

Sincerely, almost everyone I know regardless of gender or sexuality has has a steaming turd of an ex in their past. The trick is, to leave them there.

contrast your experience with the "if" of having married or children with that person. how much worse could it have been? you could have spent much more time,money,energy & love on them. it's hard to see the blessings, maybe you got off easier than you think? when you fall on the hard & sharp rocks of life it's painful.but falling on the rocks(& that pain) saved you from falling off the cliff that would have finished you off.

...and figure out what it was that got you into that relationship. Was he an amazing actor and sociopath, or, in retrospect, were there some giant waving red flags that you decided to bypass?

take the time you need to heal... then pick yourself up and dust yourself off. There are many people who have experienced the same thing you have, including myself. In fact, it sounds like you dated my ex!

Even the smartest of people can be taken by manipulative, abusive con-artists. It’s not your fault, people like that are hard to detect and they don’t care who they hurt. It will come back to them. Move on with dignity and learn from your mistake. Don't look at it like an ending, look at it like a new beginning. Whether it’s for counselling or meeting someone new, there are free groups and dating sites that are available for people who have different STD’s.

I’m so sorry this happened to you but don't give up. Close the door to the past and move on.

Stay strong!

You are going to get healthy and then you will flourish as you should. A great Man is going to make you see blue skies again and is just going to be a life lesson. Smiles

That the STD that he have you is curable with a course of antibiotics. And that it causes his dick to fall off so he doesn't infect anyone else.

he is a dumb ass.....

That'll never happen again. You're gonna be the one laughing in the end sister!