I confess that I know in my heart that my partner is cheating or has cheated on me during our long winded relationship; but I stay. And why? because I feel love will change him and make him sane enough. It seems like this internal suffering adds to my own addiction of yearning for that disney played out love. I know its a psuedo ideal and I am too old for this shit. If you ever wanted a change in your relationship you just have focus on yourself. Become selfish with your time and value it as the priceless thing it is. I truly believed that I can heal anyone, even him. My petite pute may always roam but it always-always catches up. Ladies&Gentlemen - word of advice beware of a website called : AshelyMadison.