I recently accused someone of being with me simply for the ego boost. He was addicted to how I made hime feel. It was easier than having him know the he loved me but couldn't be with me.

This makes me sad.

treated me like dog shite because you couldn't communicate that love.

@and then, and i got what i deserved. only wish the lesson wasn't so long lasting.

Hey OP, are you sure it is love? Love is an action word.

too late, although an apology to me in person would be nice.

are you two even sure if you are the person who matches the others circumstance?

Shibby, no of course not. but given the circumstances reconnecting is meaningless anyway. this is being honest to the void.

If "you're plenty insecure but she wasn't an ego boost"...and then you "fell in love"...and then you "got what you deserved" you "just wish the lesson wasn't lasting so long".. Yet it's "too late" Of course there is some stuff left out and paraphrasing... How and why is it that she needs to "apologize to you in person" especially if "reconnecting is meaningless"?

A tip if you haven't reached out to her she's not going to reach out to you based on your very vague and contradictory layout of "events". However you're right something's are better left in the past. So if it's done let it go but if you want her don't blame her and feel sorry for yourself be a man and go get her.

see the little symbol in the reply title: "@". this means that someone is replying to you. @op is not the op. maybe look back at the comment string again.