I hate you. I hate how you tell me your not seeing other people, and you are. How your not having sex with other women, when you are doing everything else, how you tell me your not seeing me and that we're not dating, that I'm untrustworthy. That my relationships with other people are less meaningful than your relationships with your other partners because mine don't involve an S&M component. How we're never going to date because of how I act and how much I complain when I feel like I never get anything off my chest. That you shouldn't be considered an influence of my behavior and I can do anything I want, but if I sleep with other people, then your not going to see me. That you hang out with someone else who I actually, fully, think is a POS and you know it. That so many of my former girlfriends are now you fuck buddies and I mildly see them as competition or whatever. Your dishonesty when your telling me that I lie and that you don't have to lie. I hate that this is still the wrong time to tell you this stuff, and I probably won't, because the next time I see you it will be well past 3 am and I will be asleep. I need to stop hanging out with you because I see nothing but resentment, resentment towards you for not having any concern about well being and acknowledgement that you might have a slight effect on it and resentment for being put under another patriarchal relationship model where I'm the only one who is willing to admit that I care, where as you just say you care, because your such a caring person, when really, you look about as selfish as all the people you say you despise. I think I'm resentful about living in a patriarchy in general. But anyways the message is: we're not breaking up because we were never seeing each other, but I'm sick of how you treat me. This is over.