Long time ago someone played some manipulative mind games with me while I was already in the midst of having a nervous breakdown. My mind, my heart, my beliefs, everything about me just broke. My nervous breakdown turned into a full psychotic breakdown. Scary things like in horror movies started happening to me. I started seeing things, hearing things, feeling things, that I hope to this day were not really there. I don't know how I looked to others. I did my best to try and hide it. But I know I wasn't myself. I could have killed them over it, given the state that I was in. I didn't believe I could live with that, so I just tried killing myself instead. It stopped after that. Even though a lot of time has passed, and I'm probably just being paranoid. I still think that they would like to harm me more if they had the chance. It's hard for me to believe people like that could ever change.