Whenever I mourn the loss of a friend or relative, I realize how idiotic it is to long for someone who is still alive. Even if I'm completely wrong and there's no chance of reconciliation, I set my pride aside, and go see people from the past to say sorry, to let them say sorry, sometimes to be told to go fuck myself, but it makes me feel better. Takes the huge death lump out of my throat. And writing this helps too. Thanks RIP SW.

I'm ready to join and sign me up because I am tired of being on the team that never gets ahead and is always fighting a loosing battle. Tired I tell you ! I have knowledge that you can use and I can be quite handy and resourceful, given the right tools to work with. That's right applying for a job. Psssst It's in the vault.

$22 for two pancakes. I will never return to that restaurant ever. 6 staff floating around chit chatting and 4 customers. Never Again

This is too much, how much more rain can I take? I can't take it for 3more weeks let alone 3 months. It feels like a year, what do I do?

A fish takes it for granted that their only existence is in water. One day the fish gets hooked, pulled out of it’s existance into the above and beyond. The fisherman decides it’s not a keeper, throws it back in and the fish swims back to it’s school. “Hey, I just seen what is not water, I’ve seen dry land!” But the other fish are only interested in what was on the hook?

When you call your local MLA for help and they don't even return your call. Speaks volumes to how bad things are right now, also says alot about how nobody really cares if you live or die in our society. As long as the cogs in the wheels keep turning nothing will ever be changed or done. Am I strong enough to change things ? This is the question I ask myself everyday. It would take more than one woman, it would take a village! Hillary Clinton

Most of my family is diabetic. I managed to keep it in check with exercise until covid and then I just didn't go out as much or do as much and now I got diabetes. I'm so ashamed. I just feel so worthless. I wish I was like my friends who were healthy and fit.

I want to dance again. It's been so long and I feel the need to shake off the rust. Just dance ! Make my heart sing again.

...Regardless of whether you're happy or completely miserable.

I have been chatting with woman after woman about how the system that's is supposed to be set up to help woman and children move on is letting everyone down. There is no help, there is no hope. Why is that? Can anyone answer this simple question ? I know now from my own experiences that it's true, a useless ridiculous system. I feel like giving up ! Or going to the news with my story cause there is a lot more to the story than what I have confessed today. A lot more !