Not so happy holidays
posted October 11th, 2015 at 3:07 PM
This year has been a bit of a depressing one..
My family disowned me in March and since then every holiday has been a reminder that I'm alone. This weekend has been me cat sitting for a roommate. All 4 of them have gone out of town to spend the long weekend with family and I'm kind of just sitting in my room petting a cat. I know I could try to stop being such a downer... I have tried in fact. I ordered Chinese food and watched 1984386542 comedies to get my mind off of it but there's still a small hole in my heart. Not looking forward to Christmas. I wish there was a way to start letting this go because I know they're not ready to forgive me although I've tried to reach out to them. I am going to have to learn how to be alone as it's going to be a long, long time that I will have to deal with this... years in fact. This just happens to be the first one :(
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Oct 12, 2015 at 5:28pm
Sending you a warm hug for the holidays. I get it I am alone as well. Things I do to cope......just pretend it is a regular day, do things for yourself, volunteer during the holidays for those who need help.
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Oct 12, 2015 at 7:34pm
Yes agree with sorry. The easiest way to not be stuck in your own misery is to help someone else in theirs. You will get some genuine appreciation in return.
Oh shit
Oct 13, 2015 at 8:26pm
Heyyyyyy I hope you have a good circle of friends. Getting disowned, that's harsh. I hope you can reconcile or get friends or a partner that makes you feel at home. If not, why don't you join meet up group and meet bunch of new people?
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