I think it’s awesome that you are recognizing the value of what you have to offer and are honest about what is holding you back. This is an important process that many people never arrive at in their lifetime.

Like any other behaviour change, it all starts with baby steps. You might be surprised at how the small adjustments you make in the near future can make the way for bigger positive life changes over time.

Go for your dreams!

Who cares.
You dont have anything to prove!
Done enough!

Go for it, man. You are probably your own worst enemy. I bet lots of people adore you, and you don't even know it.

Pshaw! It's never too late!

wrong with being Mediocre?
Jack of all trades, Master of none!
Good to be handy or to be able to tell someone how to do it!
Knowledge is Power, My Friend :)
Mediocre :/

I’m struggling hard with this at the moment because I know I can do great. I’m in my own way.

Cogeetoh Airgo Some.

This pie's all mine

Could consider this type of possibilities for herself. Sadly it's more likely she'll blame others for all her short comings and continue walking around like she is oblivious to just how fucked up she is. Now I wonder if you only pretend to not have a clue, does that still make you clueless?