I’ve been diagnosed with early onset dementia. I’m in my early 30s. I used to be so worried about certain milestones but now..I’m just…I don’t know. It feels surreal. It’s crazy how my priorities shifted. I’m just focused on doing the things I want to be doing. And finally making progress on things I kept putting off for years. I was always searching for my life’s purpose, so this is such a weird reality check. The impermanence of life. I have only told a couple of close friends and one of them is having a hard time understanding. Which is weird because I start to reassure her, meanwhile I don’t even know how to comes to terms with it myself. Hug your loves ones tighter.

Is a lyric stealing wannabe. Two faced racist douchebag.

That feeling when you wake in the morning and you’re afraid to get up because you no longer feel ‘protected’ and you’re afraid to see the ‘damage’. : ( #thattimeofmonth. }#%*^#

when men ask me if I’d like to ‘squirt’ during sex, as if somehow they think they know my body better than I do and are just so amazing they’ll make me do it. Then this type of guy usually gets annoyed or upset if it doesn’t happen. Newsflash: every woman’s body is different and not all of us are ‘squirters.’ The fact that they need a woman to do this to feel good about themselves shows they’ve been watching too much porn!

It is very sad indeed no person should be home less. Every person should have a safe place to live in this world. I swear if a lost puppy was running around in the streets, I bet 4 s.p.a trucks would be showing up saving that puppy, nursing it back to health and then finding it a forever home . How come no one does that for the homeless people ? The s.p.a would probably step over a homeless person lieing in the streets to save a lost puppy. We live in one messed up world I tell ya ! Why is no one doing anything about the crazy rent prices in B.C. ? Why is there homeless people? Why does the government not care? Why is there so much greed in the world ? Why does no one help each other anymore ? We are all human no matter race, religion, color, gender, preferances all the same ! People !! Where is all the love gone ? Damn it makes me sad ! Why does no one care ? I just don't get it !

A friend of mine left her handsome and funny ex for an old ugly ginger who she’s now having a baby with less than a year later. I can’t ask her why, but I’m just so confused. I guess love doesn’t choose who you fall for? He’s just so gross.

Whatever happened to the Village People?

Wow. My family Dr told me they are full. 1200 is the limit. This is nuts. Sane in Canada. Is this kind or stupid

This city demands gumption. Education and skill hard won. With a bank account and debt to match. Drive, emotional intelligence, health, fitness. A capacity to thrive and endure hardship I am no such soul to succeed in this marshmallow test. I still haven’t found reason for staying aside from clinging to grief and nostalgia for this place. What are we now and what do we choose to be?

I confess I went crazy!