Open relationship?
If it's really true that "she's the best thing to come into my life", then you haven't made ALL the wrong choices. Give yourself a break and take some perspective.

Trying to make men look bad.
You're too obvious,they same style of writing,same message,etc
smh

If your wife is your age, she might want to start a family soon. You should let her know soon.

So follow your dreams but don't take your good woman down with you. She deserves someone who wants her now, not down the road.

marry way too young.....

Marriage is hard work.
You chose a person to have a long term committed relationship with. Someone to have children with and raise them together.
Try looking at your spouse as you do at what isnt in your life. You may find it broadens your relationship and increases the depth of your relationship.
If you cant do this then get out now and have fun being single in todays world.

with our lives and those persons with whom we share them. As the prior commentor touched on, it takes work.. rather, effort and imagination.. to view the familiar with a fresh perspective. What works for me is to look at these angels in our lives with a deep compassion, noting.. remembering all of the blessings they've enriched you with over the years. Consider where you'd be now, had you never met and where they'd be had they never met you. Where will you be if you parted ways and where will he/she end up without you? Will you both be stronger or just bereft of the love and companionship enriching your life now which you are taking for granted. These thought exercises will provide the insight you seek. Blessings.

is what your condition used to be called.