I hope you like waiting.
It takes both parties to decide they're a good fit. But only one thinking otherwise, and the show is over.
For good.
No second chances unless you make it happen. And if the other person is due an apology, I have a pretty good idea which one of you f*cked up.
Good luck with all that.

It's not a real apology if I have to do the work for it.

Well if I wasn’t blocked then I’d be able to contact them.

They probably moved on with their life without your apology, and they probably couldn't care less about it now. But maybe when you stop being too chicken to call them, then perhaps your promises of not chickening out will actually mean something.

Waiting at our favorite bar.

Balls in you court, just be ready to play.

That just means they don't want your apology anymore, so you can keep it to yourself like you always have.

If they've blocked you, then you need to move on and stop obsessing. Work on your own life. I'm sure you have much going on without them.

Just checked your number is not blocked.

Come on in to he bar and lets play.

Try one more time or make a new account and let them know right away it's you and that you would really like to speak to them about what happened because you believe you owe them an apology. Good luck :)

Just checked your number is not blocked.

I'm ready for you at the bar or in a message.

I do love you.