The One That Got Away
posted October 25th, 2019 at 10:00 PM
It’s been almost 10 years. And I’m married now, with 2 children. But I still think about you all the time. The chemistry we had haunts my dreams. I love my husband and I wish I could give him my whole heart but a part of it will always belong to you. And I wouldn’t change a thing about the past because my children are my world. The truth is that I still daydream about stealing away to a hotel with you one day, because that kind of chemistry just can’t be forgotten.
18 Comments
Post a CommentI understand that but...
Oct 27, 2019 at 7:26pm
If you had produced children with the one that got away instead, would they not have been your world too? Maybe the next time around, if there is a next time.
swx
Oct 27, 2019 at 9:22pm
My heart aches reading this. Same. You captured it beautifully. I miss her every day and I always wonder what may have been. That chemistry, that flame of attraction was and is always there, albeit in memories and daydreams.
And mine was nearly 30 years ago.
Anonymous
Oct 27, 2019 at 10:00pm
Holiday Inn?
Got Away
Oct 27, 2019 at 10:34pm
I got away after being rejected, and treated as if I didn't matter, only to foolishly give it all back, and then be tossed away yet again, because I really didn't matter. Now all it's become is an ungodly soul tie, causing me nothing but a life full of regret for not guarding my heart as well as I should have. I wish I could say one day that they were worth it, and that they really did love me as I had loved them, but I know that day has very little to absolutely no chance of ever happening. They're incapable of it, and the universe is dead set against it. It's just the way it is, and I can't do shit about it.
Yeasty Slop Bucket
Oct 27, 2019 at 11:44pm
Oh, so romantic! I'm sure he wouldn't change a thing either.
Go Away
Oct 27, 2019 at 11:52pm
Be happy with your " husband".
My best wishes for you both!
Leave me the hell alone.
I love someone else.
Not you. Not my Ex either!
Things Changed long ago my" Friend".
Be Happy.
Speaking for myself
Oct 28, 2019 at 12:28am
I'm an all or nothing kind of guy. I have no interest in a part of this, and a piece of that. If I can't have it all, and everything else that goes with it, I don't want, or need any of it.
Never would've worked
Oct 28, 2019 at 1:10am
I'm too unlovable, and you're too unloving.
Don't dampen you're glorious drama
Oct 28, 2019 at 2:26am
With a cheap hotel. And don't confuse spirit with vulgar chemicals. What you glimpsed was a glimmer of God. Your family is fair; Glory would have cost much much more
You probably...
Oct 28, 2019 at 6:56am
...could have that kind of chemistry with your husband if you weren't holding on to someone else.
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