I'm conflicted. From my point of view, it's less them looking out for me and more; them watching me floundering in the bay and being swept out to see, all from a comfortable distance.

Well, everyone has their own security guard out there I suppose.
Or do they?

You have a valid point.
You almost sound like you got the inside scoop.
Are you too at a safe distance ?
Giving this sound advice, here at G. S.
How giving of you :(

Ya pretty sure I do.
Blocking all the advancements I am trying to, make to move forward in my life.
And I am quite sick of it.
No more blocking.
Go away.
Shit or get off the pot.
L R H

and either puts up a lot of resistance or goes on the attack when I need help, I can attest that this is true. Thanks to all of those who have been patient with me when I needed my space and never gave up on me.