You're in jail. Get over it. Should have thought about it before you broke the law. Now you want marshmallows and candy and videos and love in jail. Bite me, gently, jail-birds.
Yes I check you out on social media and occasionally you check me out back. I think you just check me out because you’re curious but I check you out because I miss you and I wonder what you’re up to. I won’t harass you personally don’t worry but if you ever want to chat I’m up for it.
YaY summer Is AlmosT ovEr!!!
Soon wE won't havE to lOOk aT thE flIPFlops and sOckS comBo anymorE!!!
misanthrope, especially in my old age.
Very solitary, almost hermit-like existence these days but I’m also more at peace and content than ever.
A couple of friends I see now and then but mostly it’s just me, myself and I.
I have everything I want. I'm married, have a good job, have kids, even a home that I built myself. Everything that I planned out, I got. I should be happy, I should be at least satisfied. It looks that way to everyone in my life.
I hate my life. I'm a fraud. I'm faking it all. Everything that I thought would make me happy just sucks. I can't be who I am. Nobody would love me unless I stay like this. The one person who I thought got me and loved me for me abandoned me, and I'll never get them back. They hate me and I said sit that made it worse. Even if they did come back, I can't have 'em. I'm stuck in this shitty trap. FML
Ugh god I have this horrible thing going on with my mind where I think of all the worst possible most effectively hurtful words for people, and I don't want them to pop in my head. I feel like an insensitive and judgemental human and I really don't want to be. I've seen doctors about this and tried medication which hasn't worked. It feels like its not even me coming up with these words and it is preventing me from fully engaging with other people. I don't know what to do and I'm isolating because of it.
The smell of warm, dry fur. My cats find it 'hilarious' when I pick them up or cuddle up to them for a good sniff. I don't know what it is, but it's like the baby smell to me.
So I’m a guy in my late 30’s and I’m having
intimacy Issues which led to the break up of the girl i was seeing. Now I did know this was a problem before I started dating her I had not had sex in a long time and a hook up I tried went terribly wrong. But being a man I just tried to push it aside which doesn’t work. So now I’m single cos of it and pushed myself to taking about this with friends /opening up about this and it really does help, so if you’re going though the same thing as me because it can’t be just me, I’m not not special have the fucking balls to talk about it.
it helps believe me
I do a lot of good work for the organization I work for and any time I apply for a different position, I am overlooked. I'm tired of putting in my best efforts for people who do not want to recognize them. Why should I bother, you know?
Sometimes I have panic attacks in my sleep. My friend advised if it happens, to do something normal. So I get up and boil the kettle, watching it as it boils, its how I feel most nights. Boiling up ready to explode. Once it boils, its calm again, a bit like my head and heart. I go back to sleep...