one night, a while ago, I hooked up with my friend, who is also a good friend's ex. We are pretending it never happened, for various reasons...but now he's infiltrated my dreams. I can't do anything about this, for the various reasons mentioned. I just have to confess to someone how weird it is to have known someone for so many years and then all of a sudden to realize how blue their eyes are. How did I never notice? Why can't I stop thinking about them? I fear I am smitten.